I had a very interesting conversation with someone named Brendan on MSN the other day. I mention his name as he said I could, in fact he said he would dig it if I did. It was about whether or not I enjoy all the fantasy stuff I offer or if I only do it as just part of my job.
If anyone has questions or things they'd like to see me blog about just let me know! I have a list of things I want to blog about that I intend to work through so there will probably be many blog updates in the next week. I may back date some of them so that this entry stay on the front page for more than one day.
If you are interested in seeing the chat log then read on...
The following is a chat log published only as the other party agreed it was fine to do so. If you are that person and change your mind contact me and I will remove it. Some lines have been omitted where irrelevant to the topic being discussed and some minor changes to spelling and order of lines appearing have been made for clarity.
brendan : can I ask you a question
Melanie : yeh you gonna ask it this time
Melanie : :P
brendan : and you dont have to talk about it if you dont want
Melanie : i will instead warn you
brendan : but, you let guys give you golden showers and shit right??
Melanie : if you ask something i will answer
Melanie : so dont ask anything you dont want to hear the answer to as i take no responsibility of the effect my answer has on your emotional state
Melanie : do you still want me to answer
brendan : yeah of course
Melanie : i dont let guys shit on me
Melanie : ive done it to guys though
Melanie : golden showers yes
brendan : i dont care, i swear to god im fucked up enough to not care what you say haha
Melanie : neck down only and not direct on genitals
brendan : ok, what I wanted to know was whether you actually like that??
brendan : or is it just something you do as part of ur job?
Melanie : yeh i do, its kinda odd
Melanie : i just find seeing people pee amusing as its not something you get to see other people do often
brendan : thats hot :)
Melanie : and i dont want it in my eyes or anything
Melanie : which is why i have my rules
brendan : yeah of course
Melanie : i only advertise to do things i like in some way
brendan : cool
Melanie : various things may not make me horny but i find them fun or interesting in other ways
Melanie : plus it makes sessions more interesting and entertaining
Melanie : ive had sex at least 10,000 times in my life easily
brendan : wow!!!!
Melanie : and 98% or more was just vanilla sex
Melanie : bit of a suck, bit of a fuck in the 3 standard positions
Melanie : i need something to liven it up a bit
Melanie : not that its not enjoyable
brendan : yeah
Melanie : its like watching your fave movie over and over again
Melanie : its still good
brendan : hahaha
Melanie : but its got no suprises
Melanie : or edge to it like the first time
Melanie : sex with each person is a little different though
Melanie : everyone has their own energy
Melanie : which is why i like to be with different people
Melanie : also becuase i like other people to be as open and honest when conversing as i am
Melanie : and sex is an awesome icebreaker i find
brendan : haha i dig you, your interesting
Melanie : thanks
Melanie : im just me
Melanie : most people are as interesting
Melanie : they are just to resevred to show it
brendan : yeah
Melanie : fuck them and you will get to see a different side to their personality
brendan : hahaha sounds like a good theory
Melanie : :)
Melanie : its worth trying anyhow :P
brendan : hahaha
Melanie : :D
Melanie : i might blog about this
Melanie : i like how ive worded it all
brendan : hahaha good. i dig it too
Melanie : mind if i use a chat log but remove your name ?
brendan : u can use my name man, i dont give a fuck
brendan : in the end we are all just out for a good, fucked up time
brendan : in fact, i would dig it if you used my name in ur blog
Melanie : lol ok cool i will then
